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robotics club,maybe german club.

did i tell you about the irish dancing?

not much either
are you gonna be in any clubs in high school?

a wave of relief passed through me

tell cassie i like SOS

whatcha doing?

Now i want you to say it

that's why we need code word
it makes it easier
I promise, and this is very hard for me, but if i ever feel like i will hurt myself i will hold off long enough to ask you for help

i know ,i know
i don't know why i get scared when it comes to asking for help and talking about my problems

that's how i feel too
attention seeking and annoying

if i was feeling that bad
my thought process going through my head while in my bath tub(so if i failed i could clean it up easier) holding my swiss army knife(it has a really sharp blade) would be
"should i talk to cookie and cassie"
"No they're probably busy'
"i'd just trigger them and i don't want that'
"plus their problems are bigger than mine"

We didn't she hasn't responded yet she's probably doing something

I would never mind you asking questions like that
i trust you with my feelings and emotions

i haven't but i was feeling a little bad and that led to how i've considered doing drugs and she said i could always talk to her which i know and i said i probably wouldn't say anything to either of you if i was going to kill myself

i'm doing better

the codeword extends to you too
we only need it cause we don't know how to ask for help and i said i'd die in silence

*facepalm*
why didn't we think of that
i was doing caeser cypers but i didn't think of SOS
i suggested "fire"

harw arw ooh?