Digit. Offline

Haha

I just asked her.

That's great!

Nothing much, just talking to my sis.
Sure, we can chat

Cloud nine? why why why why????

...okay. Complain time. This week was supposed to be fine, you know? I actually faced my fear, I talked to the guy I love, whom I'm terrified of. I'm not even sure why I'm scared of him, but every time I see him or hear his voice or remember him I want to crawl out of my skin and run away and scream. Its awful. But no, I talked to him, I HUGGED HIM. And all was well, until he goes and tells my ex about what we did a couple months ago. ....sexually, we did things a couple months ago. Maybe that contributes to the fear thing. Anyways, he told my ex, and my ex. Cody, he... he was going to get back together with me. He's PISSED. And then, okay. I can't sleep anymore. I. Give. Up. Its SICK what happens in my head nowadays, its disgusting and depressing and killing me and I don't want The End to win, but they will. And the nightmares... no. Okay. Done even trying. No. But that means I have a lot of time at night to think and thinking leads to tears and panic attacks... ugh. And I really, really want to run away. Its unhealthy how badly I need to get out of here. Its just.... I don't know..... I'm not on cloud 9....

...anyways.... but why are you??

Awesome!
Yeah, I really love Windows 8 too. It's cool

Yeah, I'm sure. Actually, I'm in a pretty good mood right now.

Me? Eh.... I'm okay. Just gonna be a long night :/ and I'm thinking... way too much about a guy. It hurts sometimes
ugh. i don't have any room to complain. My life is fine. Fine.
....I'm unsure how I am so how are you dude?

That's so great! I'm glad you had a good time! What did you do at the party?

I'm doing alright, thanks. Hbu?

I probably sound like a broken record, but tune it out, you know? Change the channel, and find something to distract your mind from bad thoughts and memories. Even from a week ago. You deserve to be happy, just so you know

Cool!
How was your birthday party?

Hey

Alright. I might not be on then. But I will for sure be on tonight

sigh I posted on my vm page instead of yours, yet again
"
I like the word swell now I want to be swell just because I like that word"
Happy birthday btw, hope you have a special day

Happy birthday j