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  1. Chai.
    August 3rd 2019 09:30 AM - permalink
    Chai.
    Open universities can be great sometimes, but are usually okay. We have open universities that have accredited programs so that works too. I have a Masters degree from one of the best universities in my country so a second masters is just an additional qualification for me. My main masters program will always be the one that I have currently.

    That's how we do it but I couldn't even get people to sign consent forms. There was a general fear that if their oppressors find out, they would make their life difficult. So I just had to go ahead with it. A lot of us who researched sensitive topics did not get the permission to record because of how rigid the society our participants live in, is.

    Thank you so much! <3
  2. hocus pocus
    July 30th 2019 10:20 PM - permalink
    hocus pocus
    The picture you took which was chosen for POTM is really pretty. I love the colors in it.
  3. .Jeté Arabesque golfer.
    July 27th 2019 10:48 PM - permalink
    .Jeté Arabesque golfer.
    Sending you hugs. Miss you. Hope you are doing okay.
  4. .Jeté Arabesque golfer.
    July 23rd 2019 07:31 PM - permalink
    .Jeté Arabesque golfer.
    Hi How are you doing? I'm sorry for just getting back to you. I forgot. So what's going on? I have been with my friends and dancing a lot. Hugs.
  5. Chai.
    July 11th 2019 12:07 PM - permalink
    Chai.
    Oh man. I hope the appointment goes well and things settle down. Good luck with the appointment.

    Haha, I do have a debt but education here is cheaper. I am choosing US for my PhD because the stipend and exposure is more. I am planning to do a second masters through Open university, while working full time. It is a lot cheaper than a masters through a regular university and makes sense since I already have a full time masters.

    I have! I hated my focus group recordings, I even had to video a couple of them ugh. I have done recorded interviews but not for my research. Since it was a sensitive topic, I did not get permission to record but my guide signed me off on that and I had to submit handwritten transcripts from during primary data collection which I did in the most disgusting handwriting ever, because I had to write so fast.

    I am hoping to pick up small quantitative assignments at work and see if I can develop an interest in it. I have never had hybrid classes! They would probably confuse me because I take a lot of time to settle down with professors. Lol. I am glad you are doing your thesis with her and hopefully will be able to pick up what you missed out.

    I will definitely message you, just give me some time. I move this weekend and join work on Monday so I have a busy schedule ahead
  6. .Jeté Arabesque golfer.
    July 10th 2019 06:01 PM - permalink
    .Jeté Arabesque golfer.
    I'm glad you are okay, I wish you the best with you're internship projects. I'm okay, I'm finally doing well and I'm having a good summer. I hope you are having a good week. Hugs.
  7. .Jeté Arabesque golfer.
    July 1st 2019 08:17 PM - permalink
    .Jeté Arabesque golfer.
    Hi, hope you are doing okay. Sending you hugs.
  8. Chai.
    July 1st 2019 07:01 AM - permalink
    Chai.
    Oh man, migraines are the worst! I hope you are doing better now. <3

    That sounds cool. I have been meaning to get a little more involved in the public health sector at some point, Might consider a second masters too but I am also interested in political science and I am super confused. I am going to take the next few months to focus on my work and maybe figure out what I want to study further.

    I have grown to realize that quantitative isn't my strong point, that eliminates mixed method too. I am more of a qualitative research person but I have been repeatedly told to try and get more involved in quantitative research so I get better at it. I seem to have a mental block about it but that won't help during a Phd. Hopefully I get to a point where I can actually get over this block.

    My research was on violence against women forced into prostitution through a cycle of religious beliefs and superstitions. I can give you more details over PM or Facebook/ Instagram messages.
  9. .Jeté Arabesque golfer.
    June 27th 2019 12:53 AM - permalink
    .Jeté Arabesque golfer.
    I hope that you will be okay for school. How is you're summer going? I'm ok, now. Something happened and it was crazy. Summer is going for me.
  10. .Jeté Arabesque golfer.
    June 22nd 2019 11:20 PM - permalink
    .Jeté Arabesque golfer.
    I'm sorry that you are going through all of this and I hope that you will be okay soon. And sorry for just getting back with you. How are you doing now? Hugs

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Posted July 14th 2025 at 12:13 AM by Face Up. Comments 2
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This is a letter to my guinea pig, Pancake, who passed away 7/1/25.

Dear Pancake,

You left this world on July 1, 2025 after a brief illness and were cremated on July 3, 2025. I am sorry that I didn’t notice that you were sick sooner, such as when you stopped wheeking for food when I passed your room around dinnertime. The room was quiet whenever I walked by for a few days, and I thought it was because you were getting tired of my dinner selections. Maybe if I saw that...

Posted January 20th 2025 at 02:05 AM by Face Up. Comments 2
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My dad searched my room before I got out of the hospital and took my good self harm and suicide methods. I'm trying to wait for the right time to get them back and it's so hard. What he didn't find to self harm isn't as satisfying so it's not giving me that same sense of relief. I was self harming a little more severely before he took away all my stuff and now I can't get back to that same level. And I had a plan for those suicide methods.

I also gave up what he didn't find of my...

Posted January 14th 2025 at 10:50 PM by Face Up. Comments 2
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Well, I got a little too silly. Here's to hospitalization number 6.
Where I go to group made me go to the ER because of an increase in suicidal ideation, self harming almost daily, and nonstop anxiety.
The ER itself wasn't bad. My patient sitter was so nice and we had a lot of great conversations I haven't had with previous sitters. Then I transferred to the ABU part of the ER where I had my own room with a TV and watched a SpongeBob marathon.
I got to the...

Posted December 9th 2024 at 11:03 PM by Face Up. Comments 2
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It’s been a while since I have blogged and a lot has happened but honestly I can’t think of most of it at this point so I’m just going to go with the main points.

I am very much not okay. I almost ended up in the hospital because I was incredibly suicidal but I decided to do a partial hospitalization program instead. I had to stop seeing my individual therapist because the insurance won’t cover both at once so I’m hoping she is willing to take me back after I am done or I will be...

Posted August 8th 2024 at 10:24 PM by Face Up. Comments 1
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I did a risk assessment with one of my group therapy clinicians the other day and it told us that I was high risk for suicide. I already knew that was going to be a thing. My mental health has been bad lately. The clinician let the crisis team know and they called me, but I was able to convince them I was fine.

I was supposed to go for a medical test on the sixth. They had me go off of my reflux medication to do it, and then the day before the test they called and said they made a...
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