My best friend...Is Kate. She was able to be my friend when I was a Freshmen in high school, and we're still friends now. We are about 2 years and 4 months apart, but we still are together. She's been able to take me into her home with her loving family and take care of me when I ran from my own home, or would like a little break from reality. She never judges me, and I can easily get along with her. She has her own problems, and I respect that, and I try and talk to her and hang out with her as...

Lol o dear. What a topic. hahaha

While they are my parents, sometimes I really wish I could just get away for them for a very extended period of time. My mother especially used to be very overprotective and that really pissed me off at times. It got so bad that when I turned 18 I basically cut her out of my life for awhile.

My dad was never as bad. He always treated me like an adult and that was part of the reason I got along better with him I think.

My dad...

I had a pretty okay morning and school day. I got home, it was going great. I was talking to my boyfriend, and took a shower, was surfing the web...

Then I heard screaming in my moms room. My brother did something to her computer by accident, and her screen went blank. She told him she hated him, and then asked me to go in there and fix her computer. I told her she should apologize for saying she hated my brother, and she then proceeded to yell at me, and tell me I can't tell her...

everything i do is just so stupid. i cant make anyone happy , everything i do its all blah and i always make mistakes in peoples eyes. mostly my fathers and i dont understand why.
i hate how i do this and i dont understand how i can make a happy person into a sad , miserable person.. /:
i reallly hate this , just by posting some of these blogs i know that im probly making someone sad..
i just hate thiis feeling i have ...