It seems almost every one here who reads the things I post just ignore it. I've only had 2 comments and not where I need comments! I freakin want to kill myself! I am so confused about being bi or not and no one has tried to help! What is up! I'm ignored at school all the time and I'm hated by almost everyone!!! I need help and no one seems to care!!!! I need someone to look at some of my previous posts and help me out!!!!!!!!!!!!! Others have gotten help who have had big problems but not me! I...

Anyone know how best to cope with depression???
Ive been depressed an it has been to the point where i cry alot an the depression makes eating disorder recovery that much harder !!!!
And it recks havoc with my relationships sometimes depression

it really helps to have a good support system

I have been doing not so well recovery wise for ed , im going to do treatment for 6 months
only then after that im going to be probably done with treatment !!!!!!!!!!

So i am truly comitted to recovery i really
am and i want to get better i dont like being sick i loath that and i dont want attention by staying sick !!! i honestly want to get better soon really!!!

I fight hard for ed recovery

an doing my best to get better for me and...

I feel like my life has been feeling so out of control
lately I'm getting worried and im trying to at least get some control over my life back!!!


There had been alot going on this whole summer,but it is still a summee where im growing im maturing into a young women but also learning lifes little lessons to!!!!


I had been involved in a car accident on Aug 4th

I was not driving but i was walking then i dicide
to go home...

So yesterday was my first day back as a mentor. I took a group of girls out for ice cream and then to the cinema. I gave out advice and hugs...i cheered people up...i sorted out arguements...i made them laugh...i handed out my number again. Straight back into the swing of things like i was never away. Life goes on.

I came home and crawled into bed and cried.

But i took the first step.

Maybe tomorrow i wont cry.

Today i will.

There is this new girl at school. She makes me feel all shy. I try to get to know her but she doesn't talk much and my bff does all the asking. I kinda like her like her, but I am still deciding iif I'm bi or not. What do I do if I like her alot?