I still haven't been back to see my councilor. Today was my birthday but all anyone could really think about was my little sister's volleyball tournament. My older sister is getting married and moving about 8 hours away for school and I've also been stabbed in the back by my former best friend. My old best friend said she hated me and that every bad thing that happened to her at this school was my fault. She also abandoned me for home schooling instead. My big sister is the only one I feel best...

I started to see a councelor but she has been on maternity leave for a while. Since I first stopped seeing her things fell apart. My best friend is impossible to talk to now because she gets annoyed when I confess to cutting. She is going through the same thing yet she won't try to help me. It's all about her. My little sister has everything handed down to her and my older sister is never around anymore. My parents always say I need to be tougher like I purposely doing this. My arm holds scars and...

I haven't been on in a while so I'll catch you up. My parents still favor my sisters. My parents still yell at me for small things. I've cut so many times I lost count. I have severalrazors from objects that had them(I tore apart the objects for the razors). My life has been destroyed. My reason to hang on I don't love anymore. I want to overdose on my anxiety meds to see if it kills me. I want to die right now. My parents kno I've cut. They know about the first few but not the most recent. They...

I'm invisible everywhere even here. 11 people saw they post i had where I stated clearly that I wanted to die. Only 1 person commented. Does anyone here care that others want to hurt/kill themselves! I once saw a post from someone saying they were going to kill themselves. I was the only one who commented telling them that things can always get better. I can help people easily but it's hard to get help. My boyfriend left and hates me. I'm lonely. My parents don't listen when I try to tell them anything....

I need some help guys. I want to got to boarding school but my parents believe that no one else should take over the responsibility of being my "parent". My dad already gave me a firm no even though our school system is jacked up. This school is wonderful. It has this awesome art program that could help me get better with my art skills. How could i get them to let me go that would be something a 12 year old can do?

I know something is wrong with me. I wasn't supposed to be born. My parents worship my little sis. My boyfriend was one of the two things at the time that kept me from suicide. My pets would be able to live without me but I don't know who wouldn't be able to. One Saturday i got my cracked guitar pick and made deep x's in my wrists. I tried to break the skin. I've been doing that all week mostly at school while teachers aren't looking. A couple days ago I found my pocket knife that I lost in the...

Everything now seems ridiculous. I never want to move and I never want to see anyone. Everyday it seems something sets me off. I start feeling terribly weak and get odd aches and pains. I don't know if it's depression but I just know it is. I can feel it just like I knew I needed glasses when I went to the eye doctor and because I'm a christian I tell the truth. I've worn glasses for about a month. I'm scared to tell my parents because they would think I'm over reacting. Today I felt depressed and...

It seems almost every one here who reads the things I post just ignore it. I've only had 2 comments and not where I need comments! I freakin want to kill myself! I am so confused about being bi or not and no one has tried to help! What is up! I'm ignored at school all the time and I'm hated by almost everyone!!! I need help and no one seems to care!!!! I need someone to look at some of my previous posts and help me out!!!!!!!!!!!!! Others have gotten help who have had big problems but not me! I...

There is this new girl at school. She makes me feel all shy. I try to get to know her but she doesn't talk much and my bff does all the asking. I kinda like her like her, but I am still deciding iif I'm bi or not. What do I do if I like her alot?