Went to Birmingham today for football and shopping.
Met up with my uncle...
Found out I have a half brother called Ryan after Giggs.
He's 1, my father had him at 47
Don't know how I feel, envy that Ryan lives in luxery I suppose, but I would like to meet him when he's old enough.
My father knows about my footy love and the fact my uncle met up with me. That feels horrible that he knows things but still doesn't support me in any way.
You guys love me and mum...

I was talking to my friend Eskie...
We had asked what are biggest fears were.
I lied to him.
I said that heights, and the being in the dark alone were my biggest fears. No. Even though they are my fears..


My biggest fear is two kids can't be happy. My little half brother and sister. I am terrified for them. My mother has destroyed them. They don't even love me....
Know me....
I wish they could be happy..
I love you guys, when...

Sometimes a photo or drawing can make a subject more clear. I ran across this drawing on the Internet, and it very closely shows my situation at home. In fact, I was surprised at how close the figure in the drawing resembles my Mom. Anyway, parents use a variety of methods to discipline their kids. Spanking is used in my family when my Mom thinks that I have gone over the line. You may agree or disagree with her methods, but at least I hope to show visually what happens with me from time to time...

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