Wow, it's been a coupla years. I know at least two people will read this (xxx) anyway, so...

Life.

What I'm really here to write about is...oops. No reason. I'll just copy the last idea I had.

Envy!
1. Tco. You've worked your ass off, and you're happily off to university. You're gonna zoom away from me in the writing stakes. Better teach me some stuff.
2. Jessy. It's over for you. And, whether you believe it or not, you're getting good grades....

I don't even know whats going on with me lately, i just feel so distant and confused. I don't understand myself anymore, let alone anyone else understanding me. I'm trying to hard to stay calm and composed through everything, to stay strong and tell myself it will be okay in the end: but i'm slowly losing this battle, i can't hold on for much longer, i'm breaking.
Watching my boyfriend...