Spent the day in bed today. Not been that well, really. Dozing on and off and watching crappy TV.
Had a headache and mum said to take paracetamol because apparently ibuprofen is too strong. Told them that because the paracetamol wasn't sugar coated it'd make me sick but they said I'd be fine.
So now I'm sat on my bed, not only feeling bad, but now I feel like throwing up too. Fml.
They just think I'm being fussy. But honestly, if they had to taste something that horrible every...

Don't know How I feel. Just know I feel so alone. Clinging on to life by the skin of my teeth. One more Push and I'm going to fall further than I've ever fallen before and hope I never get back up again.

I don't get it. We were always together, she was always there for me. I thought she loved me. I really did.That just proves how blind I am. How stupid I really am.
This is one of the worst things that could have happened to me. So I guess I'm not going to quit sh-ing for awhile.
Usually during a breakup you think Fuck her, But I can't do that. I still love her. I'm overreacting, Theres plenty fish in the sea right? No, not for me.

I apologize for the rant. I'm just...