TeenHelp - Entries for July 3, 2011

Trig

Posted July 3rd 2011 at 09:33 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

Thanks mum.

Yeah, I know.

I'm horrible.

Thanks for reminding me.

No one to talk to.

No contact.

What now?

Cut.

Cut. Cut. Cut.

Please. Just make it stop.

I want to die.

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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New photo

Posted July 3rd 2011 at 08:10 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

Second day of the project. I like this photo. It sums up everything that guinea pigs are, all that curiosity. I'm quite proud of it. I mean, I'm rubbish at taking photos and my camera is crap, but it has meaning.

Someone popped up on facebook chat. A friend of a friend. Started saying hi. I was on the phone to J at the time, I told him, I was surprised. He said maybe they just wanted to talk to me, you know,

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Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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SH, ED, OD, Depression... Could Trigger

Posted July 3rd 2011 at 12:58 PM by Troubled_Heart

I'm going to do it... I'm going to admit to myself all my problem... And then they're going to disappear... Everything will be good again... Like when I was young!

Self Harm - The urges are tough, but I try and fight them, I only cut when it's life or death, I get myself low, as low as I can cope, and then I make it better, as better as it can get.

ED - I hide food, I bin food, I pour stuff down the sink, I 'forget' money, I exercise, I will get thin! I can't decide what...

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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Trig? Possibly. ED

Posted July 3rd 2011 at 11:28 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

Oh god. I can smell food.
I've already over eaten today.
I need to stop. I need to get out of here. It's killing me.
But I'll feel so guilty.
I don't know what to do.
Help. Help me.
I can smell it, wafting up the stairs.
I'm going to shut the door. Open the windows. Get rid of the smell. Just stop it. Stop it. Stop cooking. Please, dad. Just stop.
Exercise. I'll exercise. And then I'll tidy my room. And write that story. And ignore the food....

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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365 image

Posted July 3rd 2011 at 10:09 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

First 365 image posted. It's rubbish. But hey. I'll get better.

Lazy day today. Get some stuff done, relax, try and feel better about myself.

Had a good cry with J last night. Not even sure why.

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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