I'm going to fail these exams tommorrow and dissapoint my parents as usual.
I try so hard to please them, to make them proud, but i'm too stupid, I'm just not good enough.

I don't know what i'm going to do anymore. cut cut cut.... >_<

I try coming out to my mom today. Know what she says? Pretty much stuff along the lines of: "Who's a lesbian making you want to be one? You want to be everything you read. Start thinking with your own mind for once, if you think you're a lesbian you really do have problems."
I KNEW she was going to say that, I just KNEW that. Everything is a game to her, my self harm, suicidal thoughts. You know what? I don't fucking KNOW why I feel so bad all the time, I really DON'T. And by...