So...this week. Whoa!
I don't know what to think really. At the beginning of the week, Jose and I broke up. He broke up with me. He had said so many offending things, whom may offend some of you here, so don't take it to the heart. :
"Things never happen the same way twice."-Him
"Rape victims get raped twice. Things happen."-Me
"It's their fault, think about it."-Him.

He said many other things than that. He sent me a whole...

Wow, had the most wonderful day ever -_-
First of all my tutor had a go at me over the most ridiculous thing ever, and it shouldn't have upset me but it did.
I then thought that things were going to get better and people actually let me sit with them and were talking to me, but no i was wrong, soon enough they all left and started ignoring me. But i was fine with it because i needed to do work anyway.

But the one thing that really got to me, I asked my friend what she did...

This time last year..
You broke my heart.
Tore it apart.
I was screaming at the top of my lungs.
Cussing at my mom.
Crying myself to sleep...
Cutting my whole arm up...
And, wanting to die...


I miss you...