TeenHelp - Entries for October 11, 2012

Support

Posted October 11th 2012 at 11:29 PM by Koharuchan (Haru's Crazy Thoughts)
Updated October 12th 2012 at 04:10 AM by Koharuchan

Tags art, drawing, practice, stress, support

Ugh. My computer is messing up even worse now. I can't access deviantart anymore, which was very important. It's more than a place for me to look at artwork, I get some good inspiration from there, along with a few ideas for some references for practice.

Practice. Ugh...practicing is tough without some anatomy visuals. I'm about to strangle my anatomy models, I swear. "Can take any pose the human body takes" my ass. They're helpful, but only to an extent. At this rate I'm...

Koharuchan

Skittles Minion

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so much (Possibly triggering)

Posted October 11th 2012 at 03:13 PM by monkey01 (Chantelle's Blog)
Updated October 11th 2012 at 03:39 PM by monkey01 (Adding triggering prefix)

I almost OD last night I wanted to do it so much and i still want to. I have so much going on right now I dont know how to handle it all anymore. killing myself seems like the only way out at the moment. I left history this morning in tears. my guidance counsellor saw me so we rescheduled my appt for today. I might just do it tonite. I just feel so lost so broken hurt worthless and so many other emotions. I just dont know what to do anymore

I am at rock bottom. I need to go cut i...

monkey01

trying to be strong

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Going to respite soon.

Posted October 11th 2012 at 01:13 AM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

I'm going to respite on Kolmar Road this afternoon. I've never been there before. I don't know what to expect. Is this too little too late? Am I doing the right thing? Will I be able to behave? Will I end up in hospital again? Will it help? Will I feel better? It's a massive pile of I don't know.

Phones are freaking me out. I was good and attended my supervision appointment though. Caleb was nice to me. I like people who are nice to me. Sometimes it makes things a lot harder but I'd...