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so much (Possibly triggering)

Posted October 11th 2012 at 03:13 PM by monkey01
Updated October 11th 2012 at 03:39 PM by monkey01 (Adding triggering prefix)

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I almost OD last night I wanted to do it so much and i still want to. I have so much going on right now I dont know how to handle it all anymore. killing myself seems like the only way out at the moment. I left history this morning in tears. my guidance counsellor saw me so we rescheduled my appt for today. I might just do it tonite. I just feel so lost so broken hurt worthless and so many other emotions. I just dont know what to do anymore

I am at rock bottom. I need to go cut i broke off tabs of pop cans. i am just so emotional right now i cant concentrate. why is this so hard. why cant i just die

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