Step 1: Disconnect self from FJ.
Step 2: Write blog about feeling disconnected.

Go to bed awake, wake up tired. Everybody knows how that feels. Midnight passes every night and I'm laying in bed awake. Eleven A.M. comes and goes daily before I decide to get out of bed. It's not that I'm asleep. It's that I'm in mixed minds regarding whether or not I should put in the effort to be vertical or not.

Leisa came over for a couple of hours. Pruned the tomatoes, added...

I'm still trying to wrap my head around what happened. I've been trying to pull this off for a year now, I didn't think it would ever happen.

On Thursday I sat down and had a talk with my conservative, over-protective, old fashioned mom. I stayed very calm and respectful. She didn't, however. Even though I asked her before I ever started talking to please, please let me say everything I had to say before she jumped in, she must've interrupted me at least 10 times. And she yelled....

Okay guys, I've made up my mind... I'm not leaving anytime soon!

Sorry to all those who were wanting for me to leave, you'll have to wait a while

but to all those awesome people who love me, thanks for making me think about it, I don't think I've been here long enough to leave!

Hug-and-run!