I just want to die. I can't do this anymore. I just can't. I don't see any point anymore for trying, for talking, for smiling, for breathing, or for living. I don't know what else to do, death seems like my only option. It seems to me like the only way out. I just feel so helpless, worthless, alone and so many other emotions and feelings and stuff. I am just so tired of fighting and of being strong. I just don't want to be here anymore. I just can't handle living anymore. Right now the only thing...

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Slept really really well. Probably because by the time I went to bed I was utterly brainfucked, due to that light puzzle in Mourning's End Part II. Slept right through until this morning, when I had a rather strange dream about giving myself a mullet. Probably drawn from me being unsure at the moment whether to grow my hair or get a nice fresh hair cut.

Cooked bacon and egg sandwiches for lunch, then had an apple. Felt pretty good about it. No idea what I'll have for dinner. I feel...