I wish they knew how much I cared, how I would do anything to be with them right now and hugging them.
I wish I wasn't such an idiot and that my family would listen when i try to ask for advice rather than judging me and tell me i'm being a drama queen.

I wish I could do something about me about everything but i'm too scared, worthless, don't want to waste peoples time I guess.

Always seem to have stomach ache atm...
Pain is good...
Walking when feeling paralysed...
I think there is something wrong with me...

So I just read through all my past blog entries (which are just over two years old) and in them I was obsessed with Laura. What a joke. We broke up (for good) in November 2010, our last contact was at the Disputes Tribunal in April 2011, and we've had no contact since. I've also remained single since then. Which is a good thing.

(Was somewhat interrupted to attend to the matter of dinner. Has now been dealt with.)

Uh . . . I'm not entirely sure what I was going to make...