Curled up in bed, feel sick and crying. Eight exams to go in the next nine days, I've revised but still know nothing...
I'm going to fail, ruin everything... So stressed, can't cope. Self destruction >_<

Got an exam later and another tomorrow
Today's can fail. French. Who cares.
Tomorrow R.S. Want to do it at A-Level.
Could do with an A.
On track for a C.
Can't concentrate. Can't revise.
Destined to fail.
i hate failing. but i am a failure.

I can't trust anyone. No one really cares. It's all lies...

You told me that you would be there for me every step of the way. Where are you now? You suddenly don't give a damn. I need you to care. Should have never trusted you.

Well, my lawyer txted me this morning. Told me to go to the police station with either a parent or my keyworker to uplift the summons, give them only the information that I legally have to give - that is, name, address, and date of birth - refuse interviews and questions, and fax him the summons afterwards. I'm pretty sure I faxed him the summons already, maybe they'll give me something different at the police station? I don't know.

I'm apprehensive about this because I don't know...