So I'm really confused. What is the point in life? I mean; you're given birth to, face a bunch of hardships throughout life and then die. It is evidently the most pointless thing in all of humanity, right?
"Surely there's more to it then that?" - a number of people ask this very question but in actual fact there is nothing more to add to the situation. There is no evidence to state 'oh how wonderful' life is and that is solely because it is not. I recently commented on a blog entry...

The scars are well hidden. The tears are nowhere to be seen.
The smile is placed gently on my face, yet the hurt's still tucked neatly within me. Although all the signs are well hidden, that throbbing heart continues to throb and never stops.
There's nothing that can be done and noone understands.
The day ends, the smile's gone, you stare at the scars and the tears flow endlessly. Now you have nothing to hide.
You're on your own in your bedroom. You get the sharp object...

Kay, so I'M BACK you lucky bitches! Paha, I kid. So let me tell you's a bit about me OR maybe I'll tell you a lot.. Who knows what I'll do?!
Alrightayy, So my name's Sabrina but you's can all call me Sabz Cause it makes your life AND my life easier. Therefore everyone's happy! I'm 15 and I go to high school :/ School is like the crappiest! And home's not much better. But my bestest ever friend makes me chuckle.. Lol's, seriously though, she's pretty wicked. Um, I like to sing, write...

Okay, so Hiya all Hope you're well. Um, so I have NO IDEA what you're supposed to talk about on blogs. Like, what is this strange contraption?! LOL. No, that's just wierd. So, ANYWAYY.. I guess I'll just write stuff occasionally and hope you's read, enjoy and comment. I think I might just introduce myself in my next blog entry so WARNING: I'm so cool, I might make you cry! Lol.. I kid, I'm not coool at all. So yeah, bye for now.. Make sure you read my next entry which I'll do in like 5 mins just...

Took enough pills to make me throw up...
Cutting like crazy...
Music so loud I hear a buzzing without it...
I am a fucked up mess.

Had a rough night, had a panic attack then a ended up cutting >_<
I feel bad for it now but I needed it, it helps me, I don't know what else to do anymore.

But it's okay because no one notices me, it all just reminds me how alone I am. Stupid. Stupid. Charli just face it, no one likes you, you're alone.