Huh, just realised, Valentine's is in a month . . . I have never, ever had a date on Valentine's. Oh well, forever alone.

Also, it got to about 5:30pm before I realised that today is Karina's birthday. As soon as I remembered I sent her a text. And for once, I actually got a reply. That's always nice.

I found out why we had a sudden influx of flies, despite our anti-bug-spray-automatic-wall-thingy - earlier this week, my flatmate was cleaning out the freezer of things...

So i left for around a month. Just needed some time to myself, and try to feel better myself before i tried to help others. I am still not doing that well, but i missed all you guys, and i feel like maybe helping you guys will help me in some way. So hey everyone!

Update about me:
I'm struggling. a lot... I cut for the first time in 3 months last thursday. i've been feeling low. I'm so disappointed in myself for cutting. i had so many urges that week, i dont know why i gave...