TeenHelp - Entries for March 6, 2013

Just thoughts. (triggering)

Posted March 6th 2013 at 12:56 PM by ~Misguided Ghosts~ (My wheekings)

Tags cutting, lying, mother, parents, self harm, smoking

Warning ahead of time: I do not mean to insult smokers here.

I find the fact my mom's trying to take away cutting but yet I'm still secretly doing it funny, in a way.

Both of us are liars. Both my mom and I are liars.

I think her lies are worse.

She smokes. After my dad got cancer in 4th grade she said she would be completely honest with me and that they'd quit. I don't know if my dad fully quit or not and honestly I'm not angry with him...

~Misguided Ghosts~

But I'm just a ghost.

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When things break down?

Posted March 6th 2013 at 08:08 AM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

I started the WRAP course today. WRAP is Wellness and Recovery Action Plan. It goes for eight sessions of two hours, which I'll be doing in approximately a fortnight, but there are options for people to do it over a longer period too - like, eight weeks. Leisa gave me money to put on my bus card which is about $10 more than I will need to attend the sessions, so my bus card is sorted for the next little while.

I've had a flick through the WRAP booklet. Part of it is scaring me. It...

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Awesomesauce.

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Telling wasn't worth it. (Triggering)

Posted March 6th 2013 at 12:46 AM by ~Misguided Ghosts~ (My wheekings)
Updated May 24th 2013 at 03:31 AM by ~Misguided Ghosts~

Tags change, parents, self harm, suicide

I told my mom today about the suicidal thoughts and the self harm. She thinks it's all because of the fact that I'm unsure if I want to be a doctor or not and that it's okay if I don't want to be a doctor, and hell, I can be a garbageman if that's what I want. But I don't know what I want. She brushed off the fact that I told her in the letter that I don't want to live past eighteen as just thoughts. Didn't really take it seriously. But at least now I can tell J that.

She saw a cut...

~Misguided Ghosts~

But I'm just a ghost.

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