I know I should not be thinking like this... it's just happening. Everything is out of control and I feel nothing is going to be able to help me.

You know what fucking sucks?? I can't be upset. I can't be angry. I can't say anything because he's not mine. I can't say anything because I'm fucking terrified. I can't say anything because I'd rather feel pain a thousand times worse than this, than risk the chance that I'll lose him.

These past two days have been pretty difficult. I have been trying to make sure everyone else was alright before myself. And I did not realize how bad I was letting things get until it was almost too late.
Sometimes I just wonder why this is all of this happening to me? Nobody really sees what is going on with me because I'm acting as if nothing is wrong, I'm hiding so much. But you know, a person can only hide so much for only so long. It sometimes gets very difficult hiding everything...

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I haven't cut in 25 days. The suicidal thoughts haven't really been there. Sure I've had my low days where I've had the urge to cut. The two days that stick out in my mind, one day I decided to just go to sleep a little early to combat the urges, and one day I didn't have my tool on me so I couldn't.

I've actually felt GOOD lately and I don't know why. I don't know how long it is going to last but it feels so nice to wake up and have more energy to do things and not constantly feel...

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It's been a while since I added anything... A longer one, at that.
During that time, there was some things happening. Many of them were intensive as fuck, both in positive and negative sense of this word. There was a lot that has been said, even more that was thought, and far too little really done.

Words
Thoughts
Actions
There's a difference. One cannot substitute the other, in no way. Sometimes it's all that is possible, but it's just not enough....