I didn't get the teacher aide position that I really wanted and I feel really annoyed, stupid, worthless, useless. I don't even know if I have a future. My parents found me crying, and my dad being the Christian he is, told me that God knows my future, He knows how my future is going to turn out. God knows how my future is gonna turn out but what if in my future, I'm not alive but dead. My parents are always saying that if you have an issue or a problem, you turn to the bible and it will always...