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Posted April 4th 2011 at 08:18 PM by Anatidaephobia
I hate this right now. I hate how i have become addicted and can't stop. I went and spent £30 on blades today. It was suprisingly easy. There not even supposed to sell them to me yet they did. I wish they didn't :/ I spent my lunch time slicing up my arm. My friend found out and now i'm petrified she's going to tell someone. She said we have to talk tomorrow and her and my other friend need to talk to me seriously about it. I wish they would stop worrying. I'm not worth it. I'm a pathetic mess. A waste of space. I really want to cut my wrist right now and bleed. Be surrounded by blood and feel the pain. Maybe even die. It would be best. I don't know how much longer i can go on pretending everythings ok when i'm dying inside :/
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It wouldn't be best. You are honestly worth so much and it would kill me if anything happened to you. You are so amazing and I know you can beat this, its just going to take time. Don't give in. It can and will get better. Love you xxxPosted April 4th 2011 at 08:28 PM by Palmolive
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. It definitely would not be best. You are such an amazing lovely person and you really helped me yesterday. I know you might not want your friend to tell anyone lovely but she only cares about you. You don't deserve to go through any of this on your own. People want to help you because you are worth so much and you will get through it. I am always here anytime for you. I love you and want you to be ok <3Posted April 4th 2011 at 09:55 PM by *Jen*
