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Posted August 31st 2011 at 05:40 PM by Anatidaephobia
Feeling low right now. Just don't feel well. Feel sick, dizzy and shakey. My own fault really so i can't complain.
Just feel pushed aside right now. Don't feel wanted at all. It's probably just me been silly but its doesn't help with people ignoring me.
Don't trust myself right now, urges are so bad. Don't know how to distract myself tonight. I'm going to stay and my nans that means no internet, most my distractions are at home not at my nans. The distractions that work best are in my house. To make matters even worse my nan has hundreds of pills so more temptation. Ergh don't think i'm strong enough right now not to
People keep telling me i can't shut of and that i have to talk to someone truth is i just don't know who. I've been let down so many times that i don't want to talk to anyone about things at least that way i don't lose people or hurt anyone. Besides at the end of the day they're my problems so why would anyone else want to know.
Just got to make it through tonight. Need some strenght though.
Just feel pushed aside right now. Don't feel wanted at all. It's probably just me been silly but its doesn't help with people ignoring me.
Don't trust myself right now, urges are so bad. Don't know how to distract myself tonight. I'm going to stay and my nans that means no internet, most my distractions are at home not at my nans. The distractions that work best are in my house. To make matters even worse my nan has hundreds of pills so more temptation. Ergh don't think i'm strong enough right now not to
People keep telling me i can't shut of and that i have to talk to someone truth is i just don't know who. I've been let down so many times that i don't want to talk to anyone about things at least that way i don't lose people or hurt anyone. Besides at the end of the day they're my problems so why would anyone else want to know.
Just got to make it through tonight. Need some strenght though.
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take your laptop to your nans with you, you might be able to find a unsecured network to connect too. I often find being at my grandmas helps, its a different place its away from all the stresses of normal everyday life. maybe try phoneing childline ?
I used to phone them, I phoned them for three years.Posted August 31st 2011 at 05:57 PM by WhisperingSilence
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I know you're definitely wanted here! And I do think you're strong enough to not take pills.
Try to take any distractions with you, even if it's a small one. Its better than nothing
*gives you strength* xPosted August 31st 2011 at 06:04 PM by Magical Forest.
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You are strong. Don't take the pills, please. Try to distract yourself even with the smallest thing. You can do it. I believe in you. :hug: love you.Posted August 31st 2011 at 06:26 PM by Stargazed.
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Hey hun, I promise it'll get better
Stay strong, please
The urges will pass, just try to distract yourself the best you can, ok?
I love you, it'll be okPosted August 31st 2011 at 10:06 PM by ALittleLost
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You CAN beat this baby girl, I have no doubt in that you just need to believe in yourself a little more. Stay strong and don't give up. I'm always here xxxxxxxxPosted August 31st 2011 at 10:08 PM by Palmolive
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don't take take the pills. you can talk to me.. if you want. stay strong..love you
you can do this. Posted August 31st 2011 at 11:07 PM by Lumos.
