I'm pushing everyone away, coz i can't feel this anymore
			Posted September 10th 2011 at 05:00 PM by Anatidaephobia
			
		
		
		
		I'm trying to stay positive i really am it's just so hard. Want to OD and Cut so badly
Wish i didn't feel so alone. Wish i could just open up but i won't let myself not after last time. Just struggling on my own; but I'm not going to let myself get hurt or let anyone else get hurt again. Besides i don't deserve friends. I deserve to be on my own and alone forever, i'm a horrible excuse of a person.
		
	Wish i didn't feel so alone. Wish i could just open up but i won't let myself not after last time. Just struggling on my own; but I'm not going to let myself get hurt or let anyone else get hurt again. Besides i don't deserve friends. I deserve to be on my own and alone forever, i'm a horrible excuse of a person.
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	  Posted September 10th 2011 at 05:22 PM by WhisperingSilence   
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	  Posted September 10th 2011 at 08:40 PM by Troubled_Heart   
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	  Posted September 10th 2011 at 10:22 PM by Spellbound   
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	  Posted September 11th 2011 at 10:28 PM by Lumos.   
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