Time to make another whiny blog post

1) After about 10 weeks, I relapsed. I've had enough of everything.

2) I have a huge exam tomorrow, and I have spent the entire weekend playing video games. I've got literally no self discipline.

3) As much as I don't want to admit it, my dad had this work colleague at our house for the night because he's over from another country. And I really like him. He's a lot younger than my dad, late 20s ish. It's annoying...

It's kinda depressing that the only reason I didn't relapse on my 17th birthday is that i couldn't find anything to cut with.
My friends bought me a cake, which was a nice gesture until in the centre of attention while I'm eating. I can hardly say I don't want any when it was bought for me

Anyway im really tired so gnight