I was going to again tonight, until I got the notification. Now I've promised myself to wait at least until the current ones have all healed.
There is so much I could write but I just want to say thank you
However, it's 1AM and I am sooo tired.

Omg u hate myself so muc. I wouldnt carebif I dued anykore. Id only b doing eveyone else a fscour. But in too selfsish to do it. Oh well. Omg im such a xunt

Drunk. Trying nt to sh. But I think im going yo. I hate my dasm we hace notuing in coonon. Ges a self ritch3uos impsyiebt cunt
hnight

I really want to but I won't. Not on Christmas Day (ignoring about half 12 this morning (well, yesterday morning now actually!) before I went to sleep). Dez wad really helpful with the thread I posted. I'm really grateful, that's about the third one I've wasted get time on, but it's really kind of her though.
Ah well
I'm resisting, g'night!