Rate this Entry

Crap. (TRIG)

Posted March 9th 2012 at 01:39 AM by ¯|_(ツ)_|¯

Tags excuses, grounding, parents, relapse, self harm

---

I did it again. I cut. On the arm. Only once but still. I have NO excuse whatsoever as to how I could have gotten a cut there. Fuck. I really can't lose my phone and my computer, I really can't be grounded. I just can't do this. Even with worrying about getting caught I am calmed down now, because the SH calms me and that's why I DO this, and I probably won't worry too much more about it as soon as I find a valid excuse for why it's there, but still. It's really not a bad cut either, not too deep or anything, maybe I can pull this off...

Posted in Uncategorized

Views 573 Comments 3

Comments

1. 	I love you, so much
   	Posted March 9th 2012 at 05:40 AM by Hollifire

2. 	Hey, it'll be okay. You can do this <3
   	Posted March 9th 2012 at 07:00 AM by blumemusik♫

3. 	Hope you're okay lovely. I'm here if you ever need a chat. Keep smiling :-)
   	Posted March 9th 2012 at 08:23 PM by Palmolive

¯|_(ツ)_|¯

• Join Date November 16th 2010
• Location Connecticut, USA
• Posts 20,472
• Blog Entries 179

Points: 187,325, Level: 61

• Blog Categories

  Local Categories

  • Uncategorized
• Recent Comments

  • Hospitalization number 5 (TW: Suicide, self harm) by Arturiano
  • Safety. (TW: Self harm, suicide) by wannabe_singer
  • Hospitalization number six. (TW: Suicide, self harm, mentions of vomit, language) by wannabe_singer
  • Overwhelmed. (TW: Self harm, suicide) by
  • It's been mixed. (TW: SH, Suicide) by Arabesque- golfing girl.
• Recent Entries

  • Safety. (TW: Self harm, suicide)
  • Hospitalization number six. (TW: Suicide, self harm, mentions of vomit, language)
  • Overwhelmed. (TW: Self harm, suicide)
  • It's been mixed. (TW: SH, Suicide)
  • I'm better off dead. (TW: Suicide, self harm)
• Recent Visitors

  • Arturiano
  • CaptainCastle
  • Chris
  • daisy_jam
  • Eerie In Wonderland
  • elizzabie
  • Hannm
  • Lemon.
  • Lil'OrphanAnnie
  • Magical Forest.
  • Mikeeeybee
  • Moxie.
  • MyVisionIsDying
  • Naughty Dog
  • PlutoTheOpposum
  • Querencia
  • raven_
  • Rivière
  • Rob
  • wannabe_singer
  • WhisperingSilence
  • x_sepi_x

• Archive
  <      May 2025
  Su	Mo	Tu	We	Th	Fr	Sa
  20	21	22	23	24	25	26
  27	28	29	30	1	2	3
  4	5	6	7	8	9	10
  11	12	13	14	15	16	17
  18	19	20	21	22	23	24
  25	26	27	28	29	30	31