TeenHelp - Entries for September 2015

in limbo

Posted September 27th 2015 at 02:39 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

My lectures start on Tuesday. I am not ready for this. I really want them to start because I want to learn. I want to study. And I want the distraction of doing things to take my mind off everything else. But I can't get up in the mornings so how am I going to attend them? I have really poor reading comprehension at the moment. I struggle to hold a pen. I don't know how to do this. I hate my disability I hate my illnesses I want to be normal. I want to be able to do uni like a normal person instead...

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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Functioning adult?!

Posted September 26th 2015 at 06:25 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I'm the chair of my uni's LGBTQ+ society and today I ran our first LGBTea of the year. It went really well, no one looked sad, people were smiling and laughing and chatting, people stayed the whole time (4 hours) rather than go home early, it was good.

One of the members is from Sweden and we got chatting and it's awesome because I'm learning Swedish. We had a full on nerd out over linguistics and then he added me on facebook.

And I feel... happy? At least cheerful....

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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I'm trying

Posted September 25th 2015 at 04:27 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

How to get away with murder is an amazing show and everyone should watch it.

Lectures start next week and I'm really excited.

I managed to do one day of the freshers fair.

I'm going to complete the BEA this year.

I've got my habitrpg up and running again.

I can do this.

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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scared

Posted September 7th 2015 at 03:54 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I can't sleep. I'm too scared to sleep. It's hard to even describe what I'm afraid of. It's just this ominous feeling of bad things if I sleep. And it comes and goes and I thought I'd beaten it but it's back and I can't sleep and I'm so scared and this is gonna really fuck up the year for me if it continues.

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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Triggering. Emptiness

Posted September 6th 2015 at 06:44 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

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I don't feel stable. I need to drink. Or cut. Or something. Both. Ugh. I feel so empty.

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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Studying

Posted September 2nd 2015 at 02:41 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I'm so glad I have internet again because now I can work on learning languages and doing my other online courses. Then when term starts I can study that. I don't know why but all I want to do at the moment is study. I guess it's a distraction, and it's productive so that's good.

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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Internet is beautiful!

Posted September 1st 2015 at 06:16 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I have internet again. It's amazing. There's only wired internet so I can only get it on my laptop and not my phone, but it's better than before, so much better than before!

Also my new room is really nice. I have a fridge and a sink in my room and my mum got me a microwave so I don't have to use the shared kitchen (which was a terrifying thought). And it's big, with big windows that open properly. My rats seem happy in their cage.

The only issue is I had a bit of a...

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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