Rate this Entry

Trig: SI, Suicide

Posted June 22nd 2011 at 11:45 AM by Evanesco

---

I don't want to go to the school prom. That might sound like the least of my worries right now, but the cuts on my arm and shoulder will show, which will spoil the night for my boyfriend, and everyone will think I'm just attention seeking.

I wanted to take a load of pills. Overdose on something. I don't know why. Just so something can happen, I guess. Instead of constantly feeling like I'm suspended between emotions. Then if I die, no more feeling trapped. And if I live, then someone will have to help me.

Posted in Uncategorized

Views 154 Comments 0

Comments

Evanesco

• Join Date April 18th 2011
• Location North Wales
• Posts 2,336
• Blog Entries 199

Points: 38,514, Level: 28

• Blog Categories

  Local Categories

  • Constructive
  • Uncategorized
• Recent Comments

  • I'm broken by
  • Leave me alone by hocus pocus
  • good day by Palmolive
  • d & d by Palmolive
  • Ramble by hocus pocus
• Recent Entries

  • Coping ?
  • I'm broken
  • Leave me alone
  • Rollercoaster (triggering)
  • good day
• Recent Visitors

  • *Jen*
  • adams
  • AMA on teenhelp
  • Anarut
  • BLUE123
  • bringmethehorizon♥
  • coolkid98
  • Ennui.
  • Green Yoshi
  • L'espoir
  • Lil'OrphanAnnie
  • LlamaLlamaDuck
  • Magical Forest.
  • MyVisionIsDying
  • ninasju
  • nothereanymore
  • Notsure
  • Obliviate
  • outofbreath
  • Palmolive
  • Pirouette
  • Soda_Voxel
  • WhisperingSilence
  • x_sepi_x

• Archive
  <      May 2024
  Su	Mo	Tu	We	Th	Fr	Sa
  21	22	23	24	25	26	27
  28	29	30	1	2	3	4
  5	6	7	8	9	10	11
  12	13	14	15	16	17	18
  19	20	21	22	23	24	25
  26	27	28	29	30	31	1