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Posted July 25th 2011 at 10:24 AM by Evanesco
I feel sick and shaky.
The pills are still there. Most of them, anyway.
I don't know what to do with myself.
Exercise until I collapse.
I should eat more.
But I don't want to.
I'm hungry. But I'm fighting it. Why am I fighting it?
Why does it feel like life is my enemy, like I'm my enemy?
Why does it feel like it's not worth it?
Why do I just want it to be over?
The pills are still there. Most of them, anyway.
I don't know what to do with myself.
Exercise until I collapse.
I should eat more.
But I don't want to.
I'm hungry. But I'm fighting it. Why am I fighting it?
Why does it feel like life is my enemy, like I'm my enemy?
Why does it feel like it's not worth it?
Why do I just want it to be over?
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