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Star Trek and dumplings
Posted June 28th 2015 at 12:21 AM by Evanesco
Some things are nice. Some things are enjoyable. Even though I'm incredibly overwhelmed and bordering on suicidal. I can still watch Star Trek. My partner made me nice food and I was able to eat it. Yeah I felt guilty but I ate it.
But I can't go much longer without my meds. I'm in a constant state of extreme anxiety. I can't sleep properly. I can't do anything. I need to pack up and clean the whole house by Tuesday. I have an interview I'm not prepared for. I sent my mum an email and I'm terrified about the response. I'm feeling iller and iller every day and yet the doctors aren't listening to me.
I just want it all to go away for a while. To not have to think about anything other than getting a bit better. If that's even possible.
But I can't go much longer without my meds. I'm in a constant state of extreme anxiety. I can't sleep properly. I can't do anything. I need to pack up and clean the whole house by Tuesday. I have an interview I'm not prepared for. I sent my mum an email and I'm terrified about the response. I'm feeling iller and iller every day and yet the doctors aren't listening to me.
I just want it all to go away for a while. To not have to think about anything other than getting a bit better. If that's even possible.
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