I can't continue living like this... There is no point living... The past week has been my hardest in a long time and I just want to give up. I'm barely getting 3 hours of sleep and I just want to go into a permanent eternal slumber. Not like anyone would miss me for more than a few days... Most of the people that tell me to continue and move forward, they know what it's like to feel like I do... You know how much I want to give up, how much I want to hurt myself, how much I just don't want to continue,...

I'm tired of living. Everyone hates me. I'd make a lot of people happier (including me) if I killed myself. I just smile at school and pretend everything is fine but it's not. Nothing is fine anymore. Everyone who knows keeps telling me to be strong, that it'll get better. WHEN? I'm tired of this shit. I'm not strong at all, I'm a puny little weakling. I don't trust many people limiting who I can tell. I think it would be better if I just killed myself. I can't do this anymore. If you read this,...