I feel like shit. Me and my ex are talking and I dont know if to cry, cut or slam my fkking head into a wal
Danqqa.....I want to tell him I love him so fuckong much. I want to beqq for him. Damn it everything is screaming yes Nd everything is screaming no FUCKKKKKKKK UGHHH

I missyou alot Bryan..please come back yuur my life. I want to die because Im without yuu plz talk to me I cant take this pain i see people who are always happy and it makes me sick my friends even got over their exs but im still in love with yuu and i dont want to be if yuur not in love with me i wanna die and die i want to make a sucode attempt again....but this time..yuu wont be able to save me...because yuu dnt care...i love yuu.i wish yui would read this....i wish soneomne would text yuu this...text...

Its not me its you. All the lies and things yuu put me thruu.
Lets get the story straight yuu were a poision flooding thruu my vaons
and now yuue gone and Im no longer chokcing.
ITS NOT ME IT YUU!!!!!!
Yuu left me all alone..my heart stops I already know..
Im sick and tired of mister maybe yuu never going to catch me cryyy
yuu made this mess yuurself
im sick and tired of picking up yuur dirty little pieces
pick them up yuurself jerkk
...

Sorry is a wasted word, that doesnt want to be heard.
Dont try to make it up to me now, Im thruu with your games. I am taking my heart back.
Is this me being strong?
I love him, but I dont want to be hurt again. I dont want to fall into depression again. But he made me happy and sane sometimes. Hes messing with my emotions...
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[quote=Hopeyyy;664142]I just want somebody to make me laugh or smile? Please put some jokes or funny stories on hereee. Reply. Love yuu guys:dem

I heard your voice today(in the merories, memories) I relived the moments. I retasted the tears.
I am not asleep, I am not awake, not after the way you loved me.
Everywhere I go I see a memory. Im so lost and lonely.
i need someone who nolonger wants me.
LET ME OUT OF THIS DREAM.
Cant yuu see wat yurr doing to me?
I keep running into walls that I cant break down. I keep seeing a dream thats covered in a mist. I keeping wishes that will never come true....

Sometimes I am sad. Sometimes I am angry. Sometimes I am happy. Ok, so your average person, right? Nooopppe! I need help on what to feel. I am never fully one of these things.I'm unemotional. It is like I do not have any feeling at all. Except when I break down and cry, and cry..and cry. I dont know if anyone can understand. But if you do. Please help. :/