Slept really really well. Probably because by the time I went to bed I was utterly brainfucked, due to that light puzzle in Mourning's End Part II. Slept right through until this morning, when I had a rather strange dream about giving myself a mullet. Probably drawn from me being unsure at the moment whether to grow my hair or get a nice fresh hair cut.

Cooked bacon and egg sandwiches for lunch, then had an apple. Felt pretty good about it. No idea what I'll have for dinner. I feel...

Yes, because I did 3 quests today, and each was worth 2 Quest Points. I'll probably do some more quests tomorrow if the weather continues to be disgusting. It's like finding my RuneScape mojo . . . it wasn't buried very deep, it just took a combination of this weather and having membership to bring it out again.

My appointment with Judy went rather well, next week I get a new prescription so I'll finally be able to pick up my meds from the pharmacy like a normal human. She said...

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Because I cannot be bothered thinking of one.

Extreme weather today, out Hobsonville way they had a tornado. Last year there was one in Albany. Reasons to be thankful that I am in South Auckland. (Manurewa, actually, if anybody feels like Google Earth stalking me.) It poured. Torrentially. Surface flooding. Heavy winds. Resultantly, I never got to the gym, because I didn't feel like getting soaked. It's kind of disappointing me that as soon as I have made up my mind to do things,...

Well, the weather is just fantastic lmao. It's pissing down, we've have thunder and lightning too. Pretty fun . . . but it's still humid so it's not cold. Welcome to Auckland's summer, haha.

My probation officer was finally happy with me today. She says I've calmed down a lot. I think that's probably because I've set some goals and I'm committed to achieving them. I really, really want my license back! I haven't been going to the gym, although I want to, because I don't want to get...

Just going through some stuff today, and deciding.
It's not about what I can or cannot do.
It's about what I will do.

I will keep taking my meds.
I will eat healthier.
I will exercise more.
I will put effort into studying, when that time comes.

And most of all,
I will allow myself to succeed.

Disorders or not, I am the only person holding myself back. The reality is, all my friends, and those that work with me,...

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Well, things I forgot to mention.

When I was walking up the driveway on the way back from New World yesterday evening, I noticed that one of our neighbours had a giant rubbish bin (you know, those massive metal things that are taller than the majority of humans) sitting prominently and easily accessible in their front yard. Suddenly I clicked. I could put the melted mess that was at one stage a recycling bin in there! I told Sam, and she agreed it was a good idea, and helped me move...

Happiest for somebody else!

Karina and Jeremy's wedding was today. She was beautiful, he handsome, basically they looked exactly how a couple looks when you fantasise about weddings.

She was dressed in white and veiled. She had a small bouquet of dark red flowers, and the only noticeable make-up was lipstick in a matching colour. Her bridesmaids and maid of honour (Rosie, Shelley, and Rebekkah Lamb respectively), wore pretty blue dresses and held bouquets the same as...