Hang. I was going to post an entry, then I'm like, it's 1:50am, so actually, I'm going to bed. And if I get bored enough in the near future, I might post an entry then.

I've had a run of good days. I feel kind of guilty about this based on the amount of people suffering who frequent TH, but on the other hand, I've had my own struggles, and therefore should enjoy my good days.

Slept last night. Like properly. I wasn't too tired but it was still nice. I also "worked" last night. Olly txt me at about 3:30pm to let me know Brian was sick and asked if I could coach. I said ok. And then Rowena said to sign for my hours, so maybe I'll get paid...

Well, sort of. You'd think I'd be tired, I'm not. I put down my book around 10:30 or 11ish last night, in keeping with my head on pillow before midnight thing that I have going at the moment.
Midnight came and went, I realised I was too hot so I stripped off. 1am came and went. Then 2am. Then I think I slept for a little bit, before waking up at 3:30am. And basically dozing until I got up. So I didn't get much sleep, at all, but I'm not tired. Which I have to admit is a pleasant change from...

Firstly, I have some questions:
1. How do you change the font etc. of your blog without having to use the BBcodes every time? Is there a control panel somewhere? Where?
2. Images in blogs? How do you put them there?
3. How do I change the name of my blog/blog cover picture/etc? Normally I'm ok with website stuff but this is vaguely mystifying me.
So if you know the answers to any of those, could you please tell me? Thanks.

Good news! Turns out the court...

Well, my lawyer txted me this morning. Told me to go to the police station with either a parent or my keyworker to uplift the summons, give them only the information that I legally have to give - that is, name, address, and date of birth - refuse interviews and questions, and fax him the summons afterwards. I'm pretty sure I faxed him the summons already, maybe they'll give me something different at the police station? I don't know.

I'm apprehensive about this because I don't know...

It's actually a genuine issue for me. I generally come across as positive and optimistic. I mean, not that that's a bad thing, but it does make it very difficult to communicate depression, or to even admit to depression.

I'm not depressed yet - I can feel it, waiting around the corner, slinking in the shadows, biding its time, until I am weak and it can get me all at once. I know it's going to happen. It's half-past May and nearly June. I know when to expect it.

I just...

I received in the mail today a letter telling me that police hold a summons for me to attend court. Oddly, the court is going to be held at a police station. All times I've attended court in the past, it's been in a court house. I have ten days to answer the summons, if I don't answer within ten days, then they'll send some cops to my house in a marked police car.

I suppose I could always make sure I'm out of town from the 17th onwards, lawl. But I think I'll just deal with it....

New XKCD comic, "every major's terrible". Pretty crack up, must have taken him a while to think all that up. But I sort of relate, although I do have a declared major (Psychology) that when I am able to go back to studying properly will become a double major (Psychology and English).

I've decided that when I go to the doctor tomorrow to get a fixed medical certificate I'm also going to ask if I can have a blood test done to check my iron and B12 levels. I clicked last night...

I'm exhausted. After I write this, I'm going to have a shower, take my rubbish out, then crash til Wednesday. Sort of.

Saw my psychologist today, she said she wasn't aware that that letter had even been sent to my doctor but she's happy with the diagnosis as it is and was of the opinion that Beydals only met me once and very briefly and therefore that was just his opinion. I have an appointment with a different doctor on Friday and she's sure that the diagnosis (the Beydals one) will...

Just sneezed. I keep sneezing at inopportune times. I don't think it's the smoking, although that may contribute. The cold weather probably has more to do with it.

I went to WINZ and the guy told me that the doctor wrote the wrong things on my medical certificate, so I have to go back to the doctor's this Wednesday to see if she will give me a medical certificate with the right things written on it. Then drop it off to WINZ, but see if I can see somebody to make sure the next steps...