I went camping last night with friends.When I got home I started arguing with my sister, then my mum and dad took her side as usual. I dont know why but I came to my room and cried and cried. My mum's trying to be the loving mother, but I know she doesnt really care that much. Last time she saw me really upset I didnt want to talk about it so she got really mad at me and started shouting saying how ungrateful I am, so she slammed the door behind her and was in a huge mood with me.
Just thought...

I'm sorry to the people I told that I'd stop cutting myself,because I havn't. I actually went 4 days without it..but I couldn't help myself tonight.
Sorry.

And when it rains on this side of town it touches everything
Just say it again and mean it, we dont miss a thing
You made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself its not the reason you dont see the sun anymore

And oh,oh how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh,Oh I need the ending
So why cant you stay long enough to explain?

And when it rains will you always find an escape?
Just running...

ok,so im new to this site. i have no idea what to write in this blog, and i doubt anyone will find any of what i have to say interesting. so i decided i'll just write about whatever random crap comes into my head, and see what happens.
Through everything ive been through in the past 2 years, ive wanted to believe in life so much, that everyone finds their true happiness, and to believe in kindheartedness, and that no one will screw me around. but thats not the case really. ive been screwed...