im feeling worse and i still dont know what wrong i want to give in to the thoughts of self harm so much but i know if i do it wont help. im tired of crying i dont know why im feeling this way i just dont know what to do. i just feel so alone i feel all these emotions all at once i just feel so overwhelmed and i dont know why im feeling overwhelmed and me not knowing whats making me feel this way makes me even more upset. i just want to give in to these thoughts so badly. i want to slice my arm...

im ready to cry right now im feeling so low and i dont even know why and it sucks. i wish that i knew why im feeling like this the thoughts of self harm are there but i have not acted on them yet and i dont want to. what the fuck is wrong with me