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Posted September 18th 2012 at 04:28 PM by monkey01
Updated September 18th 2012 at 04:35 PM by monkey01
Updated September 18th 2012 at 04:35 PM by monkey01
I feel like a horrible person who should just dissapear I lied to everyone on here i dont understand why everyone is being so nice I dont deserve it I deserve to be hated like I hate myself. I just feel so bad. I have so many things going on right now Im scared if I tell someone they wont believe me. Im a horrible person who everyone should hate. I know what I did was horrible. My world is crashing down I feel so sad i dont know how much longer I can take all this. I dont remember the last time I was truly happy I really dont and that just makes me sadder. I want to tell people whats really going on but when I try to I just chicken out and say something else. Im scared people will think I am weak if I have problems Im 16 I should be able to deal with things on my own but I cant. I want everyone to think my life is perfect and nothing can ever bug me and that I am strong. It is so tiring to do that day after day after day. I dont know how much longer I can do all of this.
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Hi. :) I mean, you lied about some things and that wasn't the right thing to do. However, you came clean and apologized and that's why people are being nice to you. If you just kept the lie going, we wouldn't respect you as much. Telling the truth is much better than lying. So I'm proud of you for doing that. Some people may not believe you but there are other people who will (such as me, for example). I'm open to listening whenever you need someone... as long as you do tell me the truth. I want to be here for you and help you in any way that I can. So keep that in mind. I'm here. Take care. :hug:Posted September 18th 2012 at 04:38 PM by Stargazed.
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It's okay to need help and you know what ? you shouldn't have to deal with things on your own. I'm 22 and still need help. Age doesn't matter.Posted September 18th 2012 at 04:51 PM by WhisperingSilence
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Age isn't a matter in this. People need help and support all the way through life. And you're not on your own. Keep fighting Chantelle.Posted September 18th 2012 at 05:11 PM by Palmolive
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I agree with the above commenters
While what you did was wrong, you compensated by coming clean and being honest rather quickly. Everyone has told lies in their life, and we all know it. The fact that you told all of us and you were honest about it is why everyone is being nice.
You don't deserve to be hated; you're only human. Just like the rest of us.
It's going to be okay Chantelle.
Promise.
~paulaPosted September 19th 2012 at 01:01 AM by escape♥
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i belive you chantelle keep fighting and be strongPosted September 20th 2012 at 02:57 AM by havehopeyourbeautiful
