I hate the songs that remind me of how i felt about my ex... T_T But... but... I can't delete them

No body has any idea how much I wanna turn back time, never wish my dad would get a job out of calgary, not until I atleast finished high school.

I wish that he never got a job in Medicine hat and that I never had to leave my friends. I wish that maybe if i could turn back time, i would have never might mike and fell in love with someone over the internet. I wish that I was not me...

I wish that i could turn back time and become popular, or at least never experienced what...

I have the hugest crush on a guy i like to call my best guy friend or best friend depending on what you want to call it.

I might him at the university, and something inside me said that he was going to ba amazing, and he is. But he doesn't (hasn't admitted it to anyone) that he likes me.

At christmas he told me that is was falling hard for one of my close friends, and that he thought he was crazy. Well I know he is because I knew, even before he told me that he liked...

My sister is fucking pissing my off. She id 13 and thinks that it is okay to treat me like crap. Yeah I know my 1year old brother shoves things into his mouth when eating, yes I know he tends to choke, but that is why i took it out and yet she has the nerve to fucking tell me I need to watch him more.. She is the one who is overreacting and my mother thinks it's okay for her to treat me like this. Yeah i know maybe over reacting but i don't freaking care, honestly

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah...

I am very emotional today ( I know it's because it is coming that time of the month) but god I hate it... when it comes to this time of the month I find i miss him more than the rest of the time. I have been thinking about him alot lately and it is starting to drive me insane. Makes me realize i am not fully over him, and I should be because he hurt me.

You know that song "stupid boy" by Keith Urban. I was listening to it today and realized that, that song fits what happened...

I am lonely because I feel like I have no one...

And Jealous because all of my friends have had all of these boyfriends and I have never had a real one, just some idiot I dated on line. Just don't get why I am not dating material

It's all in the title. I have been having them since around 8 oclock when everything went wrong

I am so frustrated with everyone in my house. Morely my 13 yo sister. "I worked for an hour this morning. I babysat a few kids at the park,I have worked so hard." Blah blah blah.. God her life is soo hard at 13. Man at 13 i was able to cook for my 5 siblings, do laundry, do yard work.. I always helped my mom clean up. And I Have for 10 freaking years. I don't complain alot because man I know she needs the help. But I am complaining now because I am almost 19 years old. I have siblings...