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Posted July 1st 2010 at 11:09 PM by plk524
Okay, so I guess things are getting better. I wouldn't really be able to tell you too well. It's way to difficult to explain what's been going on these past few days. I'm not even sure. Hell, last night I decided to take 3 different types of meds just so I could sleep. How terrible is that? I just got so sick of not being able to sleep. So I took meds. Not to mention that I'm coming down with a cold, and I have multiple reasons to believe I'm having baby. Yes, at the age of 16. I am no better than any other 16 year old. I'm horrible. Hell, I don't need this shit again. I am so done with these kinds of things. I am so sick of who I am. I want to get rid of this baby if it's really there, and I want to get rid of who I've turned into. I have deff turned into some type of monster. The kind that I see when I look into the god damned mirror. grrrr. I'm sitting at the library, I need a cigg. And the worst part is that I'm talking to this girl I know because I know that she will help me. well, I am going to go now. ttyl. peace out for now. mwcl. -Prue
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