I swear, I have absolutely no control in my life. I know that some things I do aren't right or whatever, but I just want the freedom of being who I want to be or not being seen as some fragile doll who can't figure out right from wrong. I'm not oblivious, nor am I 6 years old anymore.
I don't want to make a thread about how I feel simply because I feel I post to much to begin with. I feel like my problems have to be considered "big" to be seen as a problem to others. My mom thinks...

So an update on my life, I am taken by the love of my life, and I wear he makes me feel like no other. He is making a playlist for us and he walks to the high school to see me EVERY DAY! I swear, sometimes love can be found in the most mysterious ways.

Next is my brother broke his braces during football, but he is so talented and although he is skinny, he sure does know how to tackle.

And now my sister... I've been trying to contact her for so long and she has yet to...

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TeenHelp Newsletter #103 - October 16th 2018 - http://www.teenhelp.org

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I’m not okay in a different way than normal. The depression is hitting me in ways it never has before.

It hurts so bad

I’m closer to killing myself than i ever have been before.

I want to do damage.

But i won’t. I’ll jusg go on and smile and pretend everything is great while secretly hoping I drop dead tomorrow.

l o l

So loike, I haven't been on, on in a while, and I haven't posted on my blog in a while either so I thought why not

So question,
Ever been to a concert? If so, how many? Who did you get to see

For me,
I been going to concerts since I was 13 (GOING ON 14)

My first one was Fort Rock at Jet Blue Park in Florida in 2017.
I saw
{-Motionless In White
-In This Moment
-Three Days Grace
-Seether...

I've told many of my friends that I'm done with serious relationships. They have done nothing but bring heartache and pain into my life. I've quit looking for serious things and now I just want a fling or two. I know... this sounds terrible, but it is now scary to think of being serious with someone. I mean, I could pour out my heart and soul to one person, then they go and shatter them.

Being vulnerable is such a terrifying thing. I've been vulnerable to so many people that they...

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TeenHelp Newsletter #102 - September 19th 2018 - http://www.teenhelp.org

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Ugh. Sometimes High School can be a pain in the butt. It is barely the what, 5th day of school and I already have a lot on my plate. First my "best friend" asked me out, then goes and breaks up with me because his dad threatened to come up to the school and do it himself, then I find out that he is talking to other girls. Like, what happened to "I love you" and "I wanna hold you until we grow old together." Like, come on! Don't say things to definitely do not mean....

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TeenHelp Newsletter #101 - August 18th 2018 - http://www.teenhelp.org

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So I used to be totally against groups for things like trauma, dbt, anxiety, and stuff like that. But a couple months ago I decided that I would try them out again.I have been in a trauma group for two almost three weeks. t is helpful but I can't retain a lot of the things we go over. That is actually why I don't like groups I don't retain the stuff.
I have a therapy session with my therapist next Monday on the 30th. We are going to go over the plan for DBT. We are doing a new DBT program...