It feels like I'm just living. Living. I'm just here. not involve in anything. Scared to show my face, scared to see the truth. Scared of being accepted. Accepted. What does it even mean? Does it mean to be liked? Does it mean to know who you are? If you gave the one you love everything. Are you really left with nothing. If you take a risk and fall, is it really easier than it seems to get back up?

just 4 the record. i didn't kill daniel, but i wish he would die.

I don't understand him. I mean i know he's not ur average guy. Moved down to where i am from NYC. he's in a gang and he's pretty street. but he makes me so mad!!!

We met in october, don't even remember how he found me. but we hooked up same week. (i know, i already regret it) Eitherway we stopped talking for awhile. then he decides to start talking to me again in March. And whenever i was having a bad day...

Well today is officially my last day of school. I will be entering my Senior year of highschool. I feel so old not gonna lie.

What's strange is ever since i've started highschool i couldn't wait to be graduated and start college. I took a couple courses at a college on summer and i like the way that it's set up much better than highschool. But now that i'm entering my last year of highschool i'm not sure i'm ready to be graduating.

Maybe i'm not ready to leave the somewhat...

Guys help, my mum found my blades, she asked me about it and i lied to her face i feel like a dog. i dont know what to do. if i tell her she would tell my brother and he used to cut and he would give me the speech and iam not up for it. and know i started if i eat i go and puke. i realy dont wana stop cutting i love it. just tel me what to do please help

She wishes she'd never known you, never helped you, never seen you.

Yes, I'm talking to you.

I'm at a good place about my sexuality right now. I can't think about it too much or I do get worried and upset. So I'm trying not to think about it. For my own sake, I think I'm gonna stay out of the LGBT forum for a while. And try not to think about it too much because it doesn't matter right now.

Today has just been an overall stressful day.

Things with my best friend have been shaky, and that in itself has made this whole week hard.

I'm about 96% sure I failed my chemistry test, which will only bring my grade down even more. Which I can hardly afford right now. In fact just now as I was typing this, my mom came in my room with a letter from the school saying I'm in danger of failing, with graduation just 3 weeks away.

Once the bell rang to go home,...

The switchfoot concert was awesome!!!!!!!
I had such a good time. That band is truly an amazing group of people.
and I just wanted to say that my mom is the best, she is he strongest person I know and she is always there for me and everyone else in my family I love her so much and she's the reason Im somewhat sane today haha
Lauren

SOOOOOOO tomorrow i am leaving on a plane getting out for the weekend and doing something that matters to me.
I am going to a SWITCHFOOT concert!!!
My favorite band in the history of the world and I cant wait another second!
I also cant wait to just leave for the weekend I need a break from friends and questions. And what a better way to do it.
This band is amazing and have changed my life for the better. They constantly give me a new perspective. I cant wait...

I feel weighed down lately more than I ever have before
I feel like I am living my life for the people around me, but thats who I am, I am a people pleaser I like the people around me to be happy in hopes of making myself happy
and now im shrinking myself
I just wish that I was as happy with the way my life is as others are happy about the way my life is
Right now its just not me I need to do something thats my own and because I want to on my own terms
Thats...