Why do people fall in love with me? And they aren't even in love with me. They are just using me...All I want in this world is for someone to love me for who I am and not for my looks....

My mom wanted to talk to me today about moving. She said my (ex)stepdad wont let me live in the house unless I say sorry. I don't understand why I have to say sorry. He is the one who got me to the point of blowing up! That is bullshit! I am DONE!!!

I cut again last night... My family doesn't care about me. I feel like I am never accepted anywhere I go. I am not even accepted in my own house. Maybe I should just kill myself. I'd rather me kill myself than let someone else...That makes no sense...But everyone is "killing" me. On the inside and out. Last night my father told me I was stupid, a waste of air, and I am worthless. I thought your parents were supposed to love you unconditionally...I guess not. No one loves me. I don't...

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Why do I feel this way? I wake up everyday disappointed...Because I wake up. I hate feeling this way. But everyday my mind tells me to kill myself...I hate my on being. I hate everything abut me. I feel like I am lost inside of my mind. I am consumed in my thoughts all the time. I try not to show how I am feeling, but lately it has been getting harder and harder. I hate it. I just think about what death feels like, all the time. And I have been having more and more hallucinations...Which is not...

That god does not exist, I cannot deny
That my whole being cries out for a god, I cannot forget.
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The kingdom of god
is inside you and all around you.
Not in a mansion of wood and stone
Split a piece of wood and god is there
Lift a stone and you will find god.
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Tear down the cross,
Splinters and shards.
Remembered this Trojan horse
Rode to the land we enter....

So....When I was 4 my great-grandpa died and my soul died along with him. I lived with him and my great-grandma at the time and he was the only person in my house that took care of me. When I was 5 my great-grandma's ex boyfriend started to molest me. My father walked in on him touching me and he didn't do anything. It kept going on until I was 10. I didn't tell anyone until I was 11. I told my mother and she tried to press charges, but there was nothing she could do. When I was 12 I was started...

RAW stands for: Rough, Awesome, Wo-ow

Interviewer: "So we need to talk about all the cocaine you do."
Jake Pitts: "All the coke we do? Totally..."
Ashley Purdy: "Yeah man. We do tons of coke."
Jinxx: "Yeah we do!"
Ashley Purdy: "Yeah, and when we do, I just go around saying 'Ding Dang, Who's Your Boss?'"

I smoke a million swisher blunts and I aint ever coming down.

I'm in the W but...

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