TeenHelp - Entries for November 2011

Let me fall

Posted November 20th 2011 at 11:01 PM by Riddikulus

The one person that always said he believed in me and that he loved me no matter what. But no, now he's saying he doesn't care about me, it's the hardest thing to hear from your grandad.
I can't handle the arguments or the pain. I'm worthless..

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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Slipping away

Posted November 18th 2011 at 07:36 AM by Riddikulus

I'm just running around in circles, losing control. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm breaking and i don't think i can hold on any longer >_<

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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Fingers are slipping... trig

Posted November 14th 2011 at 09:38 PM by Riddikulus

I just can't hang on any longer, I'm not strong enough >_<
Need to cut and hurt, cut the pain away...

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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All going at once :/ trig

Posted November 12th 2011 at 09:38 PM by Riddikulus

As if things weren't going badly enough for my family as while we were away two family members died, my grandad came around today and informed us that my great aunt has been given two weeks to live as she has a brain tumour.

I can't deal with all the upset and anger, I just was to cut again and again, I don't want to live anymore :/

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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I need to make up for the lost weeks trig

Posted November 10th 2011 at 11:40 PM by Riddikulus

I don't know what's going on with me lately, I've just been on what was supposed to be an amazing holiday but instead i couldn't wait to get home.
My family were horrible to me all the time, shouting at me constantly for everything and hurting me.

I want to cut badly and make up for those weeks that i couldn't, i want to OD and end all the pain. I want to just stop being pathetic and stop feeling so worthless...

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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