TeenHelp - Entries for September 2011

"It's just like you don't care"

Posted September 27th 2011 at 10:03 PM by Riddikulus

I'm struggling so badly right now, I just want to hurt myself, to cut all the pain away. My family is falling apart anyway and to make it worse we found out today that my uncle has cancer, I didn't know what to say or how to react and it made it seem like I didn't care but i really do.
I so pathetic, so stupid >_< Need to hurt...

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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Just as i thought things were getting better...

Posted September 20th 2011 at 09:11 PM by Riddikulus

What a awful day, crappy day at school, get shouted at for no reason, getting nasty thing said to be by a random user >_<
Plus no one tells me anything, and it's things i probably should have been told...

Just as i thought things were getting better >_<

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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Get me out of here... >_<

Posted September 17th 2011 at 01:21 PM by Riddikulus

>_< I don't want to be here right now, I need to get the hell out.... hurting so badly but no one listens, they don't care :/

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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I wonder why i both sometimes...

Posted September 11th 2011 at 08:00 PM by Riddikulus

Gahh, i'm so fed up..I wonder sometimes why i bother! In the space of 5 mins someone shouted fuck you at me and someone came into chat accusing me of stuff i didn't do.
Everything is my fault lately, i just cause trouble, i don't even know why i'm here anymore :/

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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Where there is anger, there is always pain underneath.

Posted September 10th 2011 at 11:52 AM by Riddikulus

I don't know what is going on with me lately, I get upset and angry over everything. I find myself lashing out at those close to me and i know they are just trying to help. I love them so much but i'm really not showing it at the moment.
I failed myself again and i cut :/ I just felt like i lost control of myself. My bf doesn't know what to do about me anymore, i guess i'm just too broken...

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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Trying is too hard... trig

Posted September 7th 2011 at 06:32 PM by Riddikulus

Everything is so hard for me lately, my bf is going through a really hard time with illness in his family and i know i need to be there for him and to support him; but then i can hardly look after myself and support myself at the moment let alone support him too. I'm trying my hardest but i feel like i'm not helping at all.
With everything thats going on with him at the moment i'm so selfish...

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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"It's just like you don't care"

Just as i thought things were getting better...

Get me out of here... >_<

I wonder why i both sometimes...

Where there is anger, there is always pain underneath.

Trying is too hard... *trig*

Trying is too hard... trig