I can't do this much longer >_< Since people found out about my suicide plans things are getting so much worse.

I can't cope, I want to hurt, I want to die >_<

I need someone so much, all my friends ignore me, no one cares that I want to die right now.

Maybe it's just for the best, maybe it's my time

Today, the 19th June, my planned suicide date. I've had this planned for so long but now people know about it and now I'm not carrying through with the plan today I feel really crappy.
I feel like I shouldn't be here now, that I should be feeling better, like I should be going through with it all :/

Had such a shitty few days, after people finding out about my suicide plans I've been refered to psychiatric wellbeing team.
I feel so empty and alone and like no one cares :/ I can't cope any longer.

I really need people to talk to