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Posted April 29th 2011 at 09:39 AM by Riddikulus
I can't do this...I'm too young at the moment to decide, I wanted so much more from life, but i've gone and ruined it... everything is over. He said i'm just in a bad place at the moment, and when i'm thinking clearly, i will know he is right. But i don't know to be honest.
He wants things to turn out differently to me, he wants this to happen, he wants me to stay with him forever. I'm so confused with what i want...i'm fifteen, he can't expect me to know want i want to do about things... I've messed up so badly ... marriage.. babies... forever.. my head is spinning.
I don't want to but i need to cut, Od, drink, anything to take my mind off this crap... I can't stay here, i want out of my life, to get away from the pain i have caused...
pills pills pills..cut cut cut
He wants things to turn out differently to me, he wants this to happen, he wants me to stay with him forever. I'm so confused with what i want...i'm fifteen, he can't expect me to know want i want to do about things... I've messed up so badly ... marriage.. babies... forever.. my head is spinning.
I don't want to but i need to cut, Od, drink, anything to take my mind off this crap... I can't stay here, i want out of my life, to get away from the pain i have caused...
pills pills pills..cut cut cut
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i love you sweet, You ARE stronger and better than this. You can beat it. You really can. I'm always here for you. xxxxPosted April 29th 2011 at 11:12 AM by Palmolive
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You have NOT ruined anything. You are just in abad place and going through a hard time right now but things can and will get better. You haven't messed up anything.
You don't need to cut or OD. You are stronger than that :]
I am always here if you need me and my phone is always on.
I love you <3Posted April 29th 2011 at 05:06 PM by Anatidaephobia
