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The one friend that knew about my SH *trig*
Posted January 20th 2012 at 03:13 PM by Riddikulus
Wow, had the most wonderful day ever -_-
First of all my tutor had a go at me over the most ridiculous thing ever, and it shouldn't have upset me but it did.
I then thought that things were going to get better and people actually let me sit with them and were talking to me, but no i was wrong, soon enough they all left and started ignoring me. But i was fine with it because i needed to do work anyway.
But the one thing that really got to me, I asked my friend what she did to her face because she had a huge cut down it, and she said she didn't know and said something about paper, so all i said was "you hurt it with paper?" not implying anything and she turned around and shouted "Yeah i cut my face with paper becuase that's my hobby! Reminds me of someone I know" Everyone heard and and i didn't know what to say.
I just wanted to cry.... i wish I had the guts to have taken more pills than I did last night, maybe tonight will work better...
First of all my tutor had a go at me over the most ridiculous thing ever, and it shouldn't have upset me but it did.
I then thought that things were going to get better and people actually let me sit with them and were talking to me, but no i was wrong, soon enough they all left and started ignoring me. But i was fine with it because i needed to do work anyway.
But the one thing that really got to me, I asked my friend what she did to her face because she had a huge cut down it, and she said she didn't know and said something about paper, so all i said was "you hurt it with paper?" not implying anything and she turned around and shouted "Yeah i cut my face with paper becuase that's my hobby! Reminds me of someone I know" Everyone heard and and i didn't know what to say.
I just wanted to cry.... i wish I had the guts to have taken more pills than I did last night, maybe tonight will work better...
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I'm so sorry things are tough right now. I really hope they get better soon.
Posted January 20th 2012 at 09:59 PM by Storyteller.
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Hey hun,
Things will get better, don't give up hope. Stay safe <3Posted January 21st 2012 at 09:03 AM by Jovial.
